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heart beat

May 9, 2018
By Anonymous

I love you, god I love you. It's stupid I know, but think of you, I dream of you, I´m scared of you... 

 

I have never felt this way before, not after the rape, abuse, and voices. Please don't leave me alone... 

 

No one knows the truth, I've stopped eating, I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking about you. Oh god someone make it stop...

 

I'm sorry if my twiches freak you out, or my panic attacks, you'll never understand... I can't breath...

 

I don't want to be abandoned again, I don't want to be hit again, I want to be alone! SHUT UP! STOP! LEAVE ME ALONE! I want to be alone, why won't you leave me alone? 

 

Please help me, someone! Oh god the tears they burn, i can't breath, i want to die, my heart is about to explode, help me, HELP ME! 

 

I just want to go to sleep, I can't feel my head, I can't see, I want to be okay...

 

why don't you love me? 


The author's comments:

I fell in love, and this is how I feel... I'm super stressed. Everything in the poem is really whats happening right now. 


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