If you wonder why I'm in my bed

My hair ruffled around my head,

And why I'm watching from afar,

Its's because my life is bizarre.

I wear a smile to keep friends at bay,

Because I could never, ever say

The thoughts racing thorugh my head.

Outside, I'm alive, but inside, I'm dead.

I always smile, laugh, cheer,

But inside, my voice is too quiet to hear.

You see me and think my life is great

But you are wrong; everthing's to hate.

Inside my mind is an ocean that roars,

Outside, I'm a girl with a dream that soars.

When I'm mad, you won't know it,

When I'm sad, I won't show it, 

One day, my thoughts will burst, and then I'll blow it.

Outside, I'm a songbird with a song in my heart,

Inside, I'm a raven, my darkness just about to start.