It all started as friends
                                               We had each other's backs
We both knew there was something there, but wouldn’t admit it
And that’s where it all began
You could do everything for somebody, but it will not guarantee them to care about you
You hear the crack in his voice
You feel the pain as you see it in his eyes
Those stupid ocean blue eyes that you used to lose yourself in
You know that this is for the best
But you also don’t know what you want anymore
Besides him
You force yourself to hate him
But you can’t
At night when you drive your car around with no destination
Every emotion you have ever felt spills out of you like your feelings for him
As you taste those tears
While they run down your cheeks and slowly trail over your lips
As you see every memory
As all you feel is the never ending stomach drop that were once butterflies
As you hear every song that you once sang together
As you smell nothing but the trace of his cologne stuck on your hoodie
But all you can think about is how he feels
Does he care?
He is the only person that you want to talk to
He was the warmest place you knew
But he turned you cold
But now you’re moving on
Your feelings vanish
Your thoughts fade
Your mood changes
You’re happy
You don’t need him
He’s just a memory
And you know this all happened for a reason
You find somebody new
He makes you laugh and feel like you never have before
You wish the other guy the best
But he already had it