Cheated on, not by you.
But by the girl that took my place,
standing right where I was suppose to be,
hidden in the shadow of you both. 

Over Thinking what could of happened.
the moments unfold.
the stories untold.
nothing to hold.

Being Lied To,
feeling the cloud cover my eyes.
everything is foggy, unclear,
misshapen by you.

Heart Broken in to many pieces.
No way to connect the dots,
the pieces scattered around,
lost forever in the darkness. 

Not Cared For in the ways I needed.
I lost my touch,
my emotions,
my sense of self.

Losing everything I am.
Forgetting who I currently pretend to be,
and becoming who I was,
lost, alone, and shy.

Scared to say a word,
for fear of getting lost.

Assuming the worst outcome,
you happy.
Im not.

Nervous to be alone.
Setting unachievable goals.

Letting Go of something I never had,
something never guaranteed,
never said to be true.
Letting go of you.