Sometimes I ask myself why
Why have I found a way to fall in love with you
I have fell for you in every way possible and I wish that I didn't
You have pulled every string possible to make me love you
I hate it
Sometimes I ask myself why
Why am I so deeply in love with someone I am bound to end up hating
It doesn't matter how many times you play my heart like a guitar
I can't but help to stare and feel heart broken when you walk by with another girl on your arm
You make me feel like my heart is just a punching bag that you play with when your bored
I love you and I wish that I didn't
I wish that it was easy to forget about you
But anytime I think about it I know that I can't
I get jealous and you're not even mine anymore
I wish that I knew why you played me for so long
I want to be able to look at you and not cry
I want to be able to forgive and forget you
But that is something that I will never let myself do