I wrote this,
As a way to say goodbye
I thought about telling you
I hate you, but I know that’ll be a lie

I got butterflies when I was with you
Your kiss made me weak
Being held in your arms
Always made me feel complete

I can’t believe I was this dumb
To think I was enough,
To think that you’d stay
Now I didn’t believe in forever

But with you, my heart raced
My stomach turned
I felt this feeling
That nothing could ever replace

When you left…
You took me with you
You made my sunny skies
Turn rainy and blue

I cried myself to sleep
All I did was think of you
I blamed it on myself,
Turns out it was all you.

I felt insecure for months
And I felt like I was dying
I tried to make you stay
You didn’t even believe it was worth trying

Now, let’s get out of all that
I wrote this to say goodbye
I want to tell you I love you
And that one day, I’ll be fine.