What happened to us, was worse than a break up
you see,
I mourn you as if you were dead.
silent memories of you were all that remained
because
you cut me out,
and gone without a trace.
now my guts are sprawled out,
naked and exposed,
it hit me like a train out of nowhere
It was worse than a break up,
it wasn’t sweet and gentle
you decided to cut every connection and leave me with the phone,
trying to figure out why the line was dead
This was worse than a break up
I was giving and I shared
joys
splendor
Secrets
hoping to heal your holes
but now I’m sitting here writing and collapsing into myself
because I am missing so much
This was worse than a break up because I mourned for you
never bothered to tell me if you were dead never bothered to care
in your hour of pain
you shared the wealth.
I care for you STILL
but
that’s all this is now
STILLNESS

I wish this was a break up.