I am not crazy, I am not the end I am the beginning
I live inside, I wait, I cry, I rage against the world.
I am who you aren’t,
I live inside and scream at you.
You can’t hear me, you don’t see me, I am not a thing.
I am you.
Pills help you control the insanity I am.
I know you try to get rid of me,
you want me gone but I don’t leave.
I know you want it all gone, I want you gone.
This is the end until it begins.
The end of the beginning is the beginning of a new end.
You won't live again, you can't live again.
I am not who you think I am.
I am you, you are me.
No one knows the band you wear inside or the one you want to be.
I write this, you try and make sense of it.
It makes no sense, I make no sense.
I am not crazy but you are.
They don’t feel you I do.
I persuade the ideas you feel.
I make you feel the inside of the darkness.
The darkness is inside us.
We live inside it,
I am not you but I am.
It is the best and worst of times.
I don’t think I act.
I don’t rationalize you do.
The crackling of the pressure you feel is me.
We are one but we are two.
The end is near but the beginning is closer.