Appearing fragile and weak
Yet, in reality she is strong and powerful
Her hands are steady as she works
Years of experience are shown in the wrinkles of her flesh
Childlike curiosity is displayed in her brilliant mind

Wearing bright colors in her past, now eternally in black
Draw string pants, v neck top, and white coat
Name and credentials embroidered on her right breast
Once long, thick brown hair hidden by fabric cap
Gloved hands, covered feet
Darting, intimidating eyes are visible

Walks slowly and confidently in sterile, white room
Silently greeted, immense eye contact
Patient on table
Working diligently
Checking monitor
Interrupted
Dull tone on repeat
DNR

Awaken into a second of consciousness, hope, just a glimpse of reality
Tied down, unable to move
Familiar White ceiling tiles in view
Attempted breathe, obstructed by pain and tube
Tight chest
Light headed
Darkness
Nothing
gone