Like a prison my thoughts can’t leave
My head, the constant asking of did I
Do the right thing keeps me wondering
Should I have done that?

Feeling like I am alone in a this world where
Everyone is full of hope, where no one can see me,
where no one can hear me. An invisible prison that
Constantly follows. That doesn’t let me leave, doesn’t
let me escape, doesn’t let me breathe.

Like if my lungs were being twisted and my
Body couldn’t move. Waiting for someone
That could bring me back to life but in reality
There's no one that  wants to see me alive.

I try so hard to move on my own but the weight
Of my mistakes makes it really hard. The feelings
Of never finding the one that makes my heart move
The one that leaves me out of breath, the one that makes
Me feel like the world will stop if we ever become apart.