If honesty was as graceful as a lie
Would I give it a try
Or would I keep dancing to these indigo blues
I love my mom
And I love my dad
And it hurts me when I make them sad
But I do it anyway
I want to see the world
not understand it
And yet I have that all flipped around
I have 20/20 vision
but I cant seem to see what is right and what is wrong
I marvel at the art form of deception
I have it but don't want it anymore
Its a curse that I can convince myself
That anything is ok
Its not ok
My mind like is a ballroom
Its empty and its elegant
And I just want to go insane
And smash it all to bits
But I cant I'm too calm and collected
Even when I'm stepping on those
Who make me smile and feel alright
I'm sorry
It was a bad idea
To give this power to a child
cause that child will grow into a monster
And he will know it
Every step of the way

Warning
Guilt causes numbness in your fingertips and soul
It causes a pain in your chest and an aching in your mind

You cant escape it
Nor can you deal with it
So what do u do?
You say sorry
And do it again anyway
Sorry