The pain is unbarable
I wish I could say i’m okay
But that would be a total lie
I’m too tired to try anymore
I struggle through each day wondering
Should I stay or should I go
Sometimes I wanna give up
But then I think
My sister won’t remember her big sister if I leave

I feel so alone sometimes
But I gotta remember
I have people who care
Family
Friends
My boyfriend
But they don’t understand what i’m going through
I’m so broken inside
For years I thought it would disappear
But the pain is still here
I’m broken inside like a shattered mirror that can’t be fixed
I am barely able to control my emotions
But the mask keeps me hidden
Until i’m alone then I lose myself