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What it feels like

April 20, 2016
By Anonymous

They dont understand
What it feels like
To wake up every single day
Feeling so sad
So stressed
So angry
So messed up

They dont understand
What it feels like
To think yourself so low
To have zero confidence
To have insecurity eat yourself up
To think that you are so useless

They dont understand
What it feels like
Wishing for every second
Of the day
To die
Praying to God everyday
asking Him to take my life
Questioning Him why aren't you
The one that
Gets all these horrible sickness
Thinking ways to kill yourself
Eating 20 painkillers at once
Hitting your head on the wall

These people
They dont show it
They hide it
By laughing
By smiling
But in the middle of the night
Tears drip from their eyes
Sometimes its not just tears
Blood comes to accompany with it

No one will ever know
What it feels like
To be depressed
Unless
You are depressed yourself


The author's comments:

I'm a better person now. I wrote this because I felt irritated at some people that think these depressing people are only overreacting on emotions only. They think that it is so easy to be yourself after depression.


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