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Dark is beautiful

January 18, 2016
By Gaurz BRONZE, Mumbai, Other
Gaurz BRONZE, Mumbai, Other
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At various stages of my existence,
people have mocked me, made jingles
and cracked at something beautiful ,
you would ponder.
The amount of melanin,
my genes could muster.
My skin colour.

Darkly fascinating it was,
I was the chocolate that could breathe.
People very encouragingly reminded me,
Of my stupid misfortune.
Squirming, as they saw my face,
An unfortunate child.
You would win laurels,
But Only , if you were fairer.

The colour defined my grace,
Defined my virtue,
Defined my impending doom.
A sprinkle of wand,
Would have done the trick God.
Only if I was fair and lovely.

Realisation struck me,
The black outside outshone the stars within.
I needed to be mended,
Potions brewed in a cauldron of hope,
I was conjuring dreams,
Dreams of golden complexion.

Years meddled by,
I cried in despair.
The barricaded Liberty outside,
Had blinded my vivacious self.
The world was a kaleidoscope of hues,
Intricately seducing my frivolous fantasies.
I cried again,
Tears of renewed acceptance.

I am dark,
And dark is beautiful.
 


The author's comments:

Complexion.

Living in the land, where ‘fair and lovely’ sells, growing up was quite the challenge. As a budding adult, I had to face the many intricacies of a limited mindset. Newspapers were often filled with trash matrimonials looking for a ‘fair, slim and homely girl.’
My drop dead gorgeous looks were often looked down upon my neighbouring aunts who I often heard speaking to my mother about the predicaments of future. The doom of not finding a groom due to my dusky complexion.
I remember.

This post is extremely close to my past and my present self. To all the beautiful people out there, such frivolous things in life are here to deter you. To distract you and make you feel unworthy.
It’s stupid.


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