I open my eyes all i see is black,  

  All those feelings inside swallowing me whole.      

   I'm trapped no way out. Nowhere to go.                  

Nobody to help me.         

   Im all alone.                        

In this dark mind game i have to call home.        

      I'm stupid, worthless, better off dead.                 

  I wish these mindgames would go away.                

  Im tired of fighting slowly losing hope.           

   I'm ready to give up.  

    PLEASE just let me be happy is that much to ask.                                        Im ready to go please just leave me alone!!