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Repentance for Apathy
  I.
  What of those who are dragged away?
  What of he who is torn
  From chalkboards by his feet,
  Nails, desperately trying to maintain a grip,
  Gouging paths through the black,
  From where he is
  To where he wishes to be.
  Kicking, he screams
  But his screams are drowned
  Out by the sound of his nails on chalkboard,
  A sound which all around him
  Have been so finely
  Tuned to ignore.
  And in the end he realizes he
  Can never keep hold
  Of such slippery valuables.
  So most simply,
  Terribly,
  Lets go.
  But when he looks down at his hands,
  Nails bleeding and broken from his struggle, he
  Finds not the end,
  But faced instead with a gun.
  Pointed towards him or away,
  Either way it shoots pains him equally.
  And so he prays to God to save him
  But the only god he will know is Death,
  And he is told by His pale messengers,
  “To live is to die”
  And far too often that mantra
  Is taken too seriously
  Too prematurely;
  For if one truly equals one,
  Why do the sirens of Elysium
  Blare only one song,
  When so many more are more
  Worthy?
  II.
  And what of those who have found Elysium?
  What of she who is allowed
  (Expected)
  To tear at the throats of others.
  She who lives so blindly
  In the light of success
  She can only measure her own
  By the failure of others.
  Because so long it has been since
  She had any sight.
  Because it was her great-great-grandfather’s father
  Who first began
  Setting up his opponents’ chess boards
  With only pawns to play with.
  And so she knows no God of Death.
  All she knows are the bars
  Of her cage
  Which she takes for granted,
  Not knowing what lies
  On the other side,
  Nor how soft the bars are.
  From within the cage He
  Seems so distant,
  Abstract,
  But it is a cage nonetheless.
  So as she is brought to the pits
  To fight more fiercely
  Than any generation before her,
  He follows closely behind, waiting.
  And, unable to bear the cage any longer,
  She conjures Him.
  And He laughs
  And takes her in His arms
  As she fights, welcoming
  A few more like her
  Along the way to join.
  And He laughs at them, He
  Laughs because to live is to die,
  And so many people try
  Every day
  To live.
  III.
  And what of their castle, which is filling up too quickly?
  What is a castle to do
  When all of its occupants insist
  On kicking the walls down.
  One brave man suggests,
  “Maybe we stop kicking the walls?”
  A few turn to look,
  But not all.
  Some will even nod their heads eagerly,
  But turn around
  And go right on kicking the walls.
  And an even braver man
  Has an idea.
  “What we need is a flood
  Or something
  To wash all of us out
  Of here.
  That’ll do the trick.”
  Nobody pays him any
  Mind, but he wonders, and waits
  For it to happen, knowing
  It has before; the previous occupants
  Left scratches on the wall paper
  And scorch-marks in the kitchen.
  And every night they are soothed
  To sleep by stories.
  “The walls of Helm’s Deep
  were breached.
  So too, were those of
  Minas Tirith.”
  A man will recite,
  “But the realm of man
  Was not lost.”
  And so they go to sleep content.
  But every day, the arrival
  Of the Rohirrim seems less likely,
  And on our Earth,
  The dead stay that way.
  IV.
  And what of you?
  What of the poets who write this together,
  Uncertain of what path
  To take, which is “right,”
  But certain that that uncertainty
  Will only feed the flames.
  I, for one, will break
  Into first person, because
  After all this time, I have learned
  To stray
  From the path
  If I want to.

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