I’m lost in the memories
that are swirling inside my head
and I can’t pull away because there's nowhere to go
I can’t escape these feelings that hold my heart captive
there's nothing I can do
but yet there must be something  that can set me free
from the pain that consumes me
from all these memories swirling inside my head
tying me to the world and drowning me in the tears
that pours down my face
and with every choking sob
that comes from inside
pouring from my heart and letting the inside world in
even though I want them to stay out
so no one will know
just what my life is like.