It's hard to believe that you could let go,

let go as if it was nothing.

As if you didn't tell me all your secrets,

as if we never talked till 3 am,

as if you never called me your sister.

It's funny,

how you always did me wrong,

and always got mad at me,

without reason,

but I was the one who said sorry,

I was the one who asked you for forgiveness,

because I thought we were "family",

and in my eyes you could do no wrong.

But I guess you didn't feel the same, 

I guess those words that slip so smoothly out of your mouth mean nothing.

Because you let one rumor, one stupid little rumor,

break a friendship that lasted years.

I guess there really is no such thing as an unbreakable bond.

I have been through a lot of pain,

but you,

you caused me this pain I have never felt before.

It is not one that can be covered by a band-aid or even stitched up,

it is the unfixable and never- ending pain of a lost friendship.