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Her..

November 18, 2015
By Anonymous

Take me back,

Take me back to the one time I was truly happy.
Knowing it'll never be the same, I lie in wait.
Just to see if she'll ever be mine again.
I made a mistake, I know for sure that I did.
I'll never know for sure if things will ever be the same.
Being alone and lying in wait,  I silently wish
That you would take me back.

Relationships don't always last, but knowing me
I'm quite the heartbreaker.
Always sarcastic and easy on the eyes, she'd never see it coming.
Take me back, I swear I'd wish it all away.
That's all I ask, but I'll l never truly understand the pain I've caused.

I'm no longer heartbroken, but I'll always feel empty when I'm not with you.
How could I ever be so stupid?
I made a dumb choice and now I'll have to live with another in my place.
But without you...I'll never be as strong as I once was.
Stressed out beyond belief, how could I have been?
You always had my back.
Through thick and thin, I'll never understand.

Because without you, I'll never be me again.
Never.  No girl could ever take your place.
I always have to hear about Him,
The one that should have been me. 
I had it. Or did I?

But when it rains, it honestly pours.
I'd sit out in the rain in the middle of a hurricane because you'd deserve that.
No girl was as ever true as you.
Legit. Not a single one.

The tears, oh how I wish they'd fall.
But being me, they hardly would.
They'd freeze like an iceberg because I froze you in place with those words.

The wind, how it feels my pain.
The gentle breeze sweetly kisses my face as I mourn my loss.
I could not ever imagine this.
I wish I could have been smarter, but I'll never be certain..

 

Being smart was something I wish I was,

So to be smart, I should have stayed.

being stupid is something that we are notorious for as people,

But we as people are more than stupid.  

 

We're clever and witty,

Even if our words can be quite brazen.

I let you slip, and you went away,

How far, I cannot tell.

I'll never be sure of her,

But I wish I did..


The author's comments:

This piece is showing that people shouldn't be crazy enough to let the person who loves them the most go.  They're unique, and they see the best and the worst in you no matter what the situation is. I made that mistake, and I hope others won't.


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