I knew how it felt to be let down by the people you love
I knew how it felt to have my heart broken as a child
By a parent or by a friend
But it was a whole other experience to have my heartbroken by my first love
In the beginning we were so good together, like best friends
Enjoying every moment we spent with each other, never fighting only falling in love
I guess I couldn't get it through my head that was in the past
For some reason you were still so reassuring saying that you still cared about me
Even though you knew you were going to be leaving me
Like a sponge I sucked up all the lies you poured out
I just wanted to believe in you
I wanted to believe that my first love wouldn't end
I thought about how the cold weather was turning your heart to ice
Lies after lies
I had no respect for myself to leave
I didn't see the loveless relationship
I saw the summer of laughs and good times
I heard ‘I love you’ as the truth instead of the lie
And I clearly knew that you wanted to leave by the way you treated me
days after days of being ignored, not wanting to hold my hand anymore
Breaking promises, constantly lying
You wanted me to be the one to break us apart
You treated me wrongly so I would be the one to leave you
Yet my heart wouldn't listen to my head
I couldn't lose any second I could get with you
I loved you
I couldn't comprehend that we were going to have to end