dust it off
leave it in the open
it will all be fixed in the morning
close your eyes
take a break
life is just a piece of cake
except it isn't
life is a mission
with risks and visions
heaven and hell
and desicions
whoever told you that it would be easy
definently had a few things missing
as i sit here on my bed
i'm hoping that someone, anyone would listen
there's a piece of me that's transitioning
something new is taking form
something that i've never seen before
i don't know if it's good or bad
if i should be happy or sad
it's all so new
feelings so new
confessions so new
aspirations and desires, feelings so new
i close my eyes, and to tell you the truth
i see blue
feelings so foreign
feelings that are against what's common for me
stop, wait, think, listen
shoving, pushing
hurt and shame to the side
love and happiness to the side
work, work, work
think, think, think
my emotions flee before me with every blink
something in me is shifting, changing
might i even add, rearranging
glancing in the mirror one night
i'm somebody new the next day
is this growing up
is this parting ways
is this all the things that make up a teenagers life
cliche
whatever it is i don't know whether to love it
or get rid of it