She is the one I want

As impact comes.

As heaven entwines with Hell

Light fades to darkness.

The pain returns

When the peace lapses. 

I lived wanting

Not thanking 

For what I have.

What hurts the most

Is the sight of her.

Her smell comsumes

As her beauty captures.

This is what I 

Thought when it happened.

I came back.

I was over my  

Head with false hope.

How could I 

Get an angel

As she flew away.

I was left to 

Pick up the peices

To find another.

I realize that I could 

Never be the one.

As fake goes real

My feelings stay

But my head turns 

Back to reality.

My heart wants 

What it can't have.

So my heart stays in this

Fantasy.