What happened to

"I'll always be there"

You actually made me think you cared

And now it's like we never even met

You stopped talking to me

and, just like all the others, you left.

You left without telling me why

without telling me what i did wrong

I thought we were so strong

but now i see that we were never gonna last long.

Everybody told me this would happen

but what did i do?

I ignored them because i loved you and i thought you loved me too.

Every night i thought about you

but did i even cross your mind?

Did you ever think about how much i loved you

Or how much it would hurt me when you left me behind

without a word.

You said you'd be there till the end

but it turned out you were just another person who likes to play pretend.

I told myself i wouldn't let this happen again

but still i let you in.

You were the most wonderful and stupid mistake of my life

and when i pick up the knife...know its because of you

that i couldn't like my life all the through.