Myself
I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i’ve put shame upon myself

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i’m the one everyone is disappointed in

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i regret everything i’ve done

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
people have lost respect in me

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
people only know about the lies about me

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
when others look at me they only think of
my mistakes

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i’m not the person whom i wanted to be

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i’ve done something unbearably wrong to someone

I don't want
to look at myself
and know that
i cant be able to like myself