So what exactly is wrong with me?

What's different from the usual you see?

I mean we bleed the same blood and love the same love but somehow I feel like a alien to society.

Everybody with something unique about them has been 'diagnosed" with a title.

But Doc im just your own personal experiment.

you give me these pills but whats in it?

You use me for these test and everybody gets results but mine are missing like lost files.

& If this is a error I refuse to be another trial.

You send me home with a closet full of broken bones but Doc you never repair them . .

but the girl with a broken leg has a cast & she was once broken but you're fixing her now .

So Doc whats wrong with me? 

Its like im human but not whole and everyone else is whole not human!

See I did so many good deeds I never thought i'd dig up such a bad seed.

But it never was about the plant itself, I guess it was the destiny.

& Even though I've got it all figured out in my head my life is still in a spin. .

Spinning & spiraling out of my control because I cant stay whole

Because something inside of me is wrong and before I move on, doc tell me whats wrong.

See you tear me apart, find my weaknesses and you make them weaker 

Then you never put me back together again, like im a old puzzle daycare kids got tired of!

I dont want to be your game, I wanna see my gain.

But no matter how many other things I win in because of this im losing. .

& im so full of emotion because I dont understand 

& you're so empty about me, because either way you got paid today

So if its a hospital bed or mine, you don't care where I lay.