We walk in the cold on frozen ground
“Don’t let me do anything stupid.” I said unsound
Happy smiles and glee
Only I wish I didn’t remember it so vividly.
One shot then two
Shots doubled and grew
vodka the enemies brew
“let’s go upstairs.” he demands
“No” is what I planned
His reply was more alcohol and friendly smile
He had a plan all this while
This is the part that makes me take the blame
No amount of showers wash the memories down the drain
You’re the reason I stay up at night replaying the scene
My head is a major motion picture screen
I shall never trust a person handing me a drink who seems too keen
You not only raped my frame
You took away my flame
The worst part for me
was no one said a god damn thing.