I wish I could see the world like you do, stars  aligning to give you your manifest destiny,

Your eyes like an ocean, an ocean i find myself drowning in constantly. You said there was a spark when you kissed me that night, or were you just joking, laying there tracing all the lines and the shading on your skin I felt  a warmth and stability I have not felt before but craved for, for  so long. Bodies fitting like puzzle pieces, different but fitting right,oceans of blue looking into me as I laid there on your bed,words escaping from your mouth though I couldn't hear for I was lost  in a serenity of blue. Now it's all different and I couldn't stop tears streaming down my face from the thought of you, clutching myself for the warmth I craved the most. that at my lowest all I wanted was you next to me telling me it was going to be okay and you weren't there, you only left me with cold vacant words and vague empty promises. You told me you could feel something you couldn't explain and for once I felt the same I don't care if I'm younger I could still feel  all the celestial bodies align like  you always talk about giving me the answer. That all I want is you , but you faded away with the stars leaving me empty promises and vacant words, that I am no longer a manifest destiny I'm just some girl.