I dont want to be just another person in your life.
No, I'm not saying im going to be your wife.
I just want to mean something to you.
Like remeber that day, just us two?
We shared something special that night.
Did we share food? Toys? Thats can't be right.
What we shared was something hard to explain.
It wasn't magical like under a sunset, or in the rain.
It was a simple but yet beautiful kiss.
Something I never want to miss.
It was unlike any other.
Ha, you even make me want to introduce you to my mother.
Something about it felt so right.
Now, without you by my side, it's hard to sleep at night.
I act like I dont care,
but denying how I feel is something I cant bare.
I'm done lying,
because on the inside im dying.
I'm happiest when I'm by your side.
The connection between us something i cant hide.
I hope im not coming on too strong,
but i have hidden this feeling for far too long.
I cant help feeling this way,
but now that I've said this, I'm hiding this poem away.
You'll never know how I feel,
For if you don't feel the same, my heart may never heal.
Call this dumb love, call it lust,
but to be with you is a must.
If you ever find this and read it,
my ego is going to take a hit.
Because im "that" girl.
The one too scared to give something new a whirl.
You're not right for me,
we can never be.
As much as it hurts me to say all this,
please know, you will always be someone I'll miss.
To hide my feelings like I should,
I have to treat like everyone else would.
Never look at you in an admiring way,
because I am too scared of what anyone else would say.
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You know what? I'm done.
Ego, you loose to my heart who has won.
If I'm happy, that's all that matters.
If I drop you, I'll be the one who shatters.
So I'll tell you now what I couldnt before...
My ego and my heart have been at war.

After all the fighting which is now done,

i realize, youre the one.