I hate you
I despise you
I detest you
I dislike you
I hate you

You devoured me and grinned
You destroyed me and delighted
You devastated me and cheered
You demolished me and danced

I hate you
I despise you
I detest you
I dislike you
I hate you

Why did you put your hand on my hip?
Why’d you tell me "your husband would"?
Why’d you think that was love?
Why was it alright?

I can’t feel
I’m in pain
I hate you

I hate you
For everything you’ve exposed me to
For the disgust you woke in me

I hate you
I despise you
I detest you
I dislike you
I hate you

You took my innocence from me
I’ll never forgive you

You monster

Tu es bete
Tu es mechante
Tu es egotiste
Tu bete

The man who planted the fear of men in my heart
I hate you

You don’t care
I hate you

You never cared
I hate you

I HATE YOU

But I can’t hate you
I can only love the monster you’ve always been
Because you’re my FATHER
You scoundrel
You fox
You vile, repulsive, beast
You planned this

I’m scared
I’m terrified
I’m shaking

I fear. . .
Your rage
Your voice
Your touch
You

I’m scared
I’m terrified
I’m shaking

Fear