This endless state of confusion,
Yes it still comes and it also goes.
My thoughts are just an illusion.
How this happens, nobody knows.
I feel as if the sky is yellow,
And the clouds look like they’re wearing clothes
And my mind is taking some heavy blows,
In this endless state of confusion.

I’m just staring at my dad
Like he’s someone bad,
Like he's someone that is mean and bitter,
That's almost as mean and almost as evil as that guy Adolf Hitler.
But I know he’s truly good,
And I wish my mind would,
But who knows what I’m thinking, in this illusion,
In this endless state of confusion.

I’m in my room, looking around,
I blink my eyes, now I’m on the ground.
I walk down some steps, now I’m in a tree,
I jump into the grass, now I’m in the sea.
I stop where I’m at, and I try to think.
But these thoughts weigh so much,
That I begin to sink,
Into this endless state of confusion.

The school bell rings, and I run outside,
But my car is gone, and I can’t find a ride.
So begin to walk, down the avenue,
Where am I at? I don’t have a clue.
I realize I’m lost, and my hope begins to drain
How will I get home?
Am I somewhere in Spain?
I guess I’ll just walk around and roam,
In this endless state of confusion.

In this hazy state of mind,
I wish I could just chill.
I just feel so very blind,
I have these thoughts that I need to kill.
But they’re always around,
Forever here to stay,
They have my mind clowned,
But I guess I’ll have to live that way,
In this endless state of confusion.

I don’t know where I’m going,
I don’t know where I’ve been,
I don’t know how I’ll ever be the same again.
Sometimes I think of leaving,
And sometimes I think I’ll stay,
And sometimes I think of going back,
And of maybe running away.
But one thing that I know for sure,
Is that I’m living in delusion,
In this crazy, wild, and insane,
Endless state of confusion.