I don't know how to express myself anymore
I try with people to the extent that I lose myself in the process People take advantage of me
I'm so used to it that I encourage it
People misuse me and know that I'm always gonna be there
They never second-guess that but second-guess how their feelings will affect me
People see me as this brick wall it they don't see that cracks that has feelings
How can you mistreat the one whose always on your side
Yet expect them to stay in the same position
A person could only take so much
People call me gullible and naive for being so forgiving
What they don't see is the forgiveness and hope I see for change
I give out chances and chances in an effort for you to see how your actions can affect a person In hope that my hurt can mean something to you
It can help you and change you for the better
But better not push it
Hurt turns into anger and my anger refuses to be tamed
Keep pushing until you stretch me so thin I let go
Keep pushing and I will turn into someone you don't even know