Im so sick 

So sick and tired 

Of all the hurt 

The hatred 

The fire burning in our eyes.

The irony of it all.

 Im so tiered, 

Tired of all your bulls***

Tired of being so tiered 

Tiered of being hit in

The face with my own stupid

Actions of selflessness

And taking action of others

I give in

I give up 

NO more trying

NO more caring

All emotion shut off 

All tendencies for bidden

No more helping or caring 

Or crying for a selfish boy 

Who gives no tears for anyone but his

Own and only into his self pitty 

Hes so messed up in the head from his own. 

The Boy so confused and dont know who or where he's

At.

A boy who cant fix his self who is in the way of himself

Im so sick

So sick and tired of whatching it all happen .

No looking now always looking past.

Never really moves forward to his future hes always stuck in the past.

All I ever did for you was care 

Care enough to help you 

To give you anything you asked for.

Cared enough to acctually want to listen to what you have to say.

If you cared.

Im so tired of 

Watching it all 

Seeing it in your eyes and knowing you my

Old friend are nott alright

Never will be happy 

Only because of your own devise.