I can’t discern the feelings that I feel
They are transforming me into a different person
I try to hide them inside of myself
But people seem to notice
These feelings that I want to conceal

Are things truly as bad as they seem
Or is my vision being clouded
Changing my outlook on life
Making everything seem gloomy and dark
The feelings bring out the bad in everything

Are there no veritable or good people left to go to
Everyone seems so fake and delusive
Like every human is possesed by darkness
I know that is not true
But these feelings make it seem so

As I am walking I begin to cry
I cry for all that was once good
I cry because I am angry
I feel completely alone and worthless
But you have always been there for me

You tell me to remember  there is good in the world
You preach words of kindness and strength
You try to make me laugh because you say laughter is the best medicine
But nothing is helping
I can’t shake off these feelings

So I ask of you
Try to be strong for me
Dry those tears that run down your cheek
Those tears of concern, Those tears that wish they could help
But we both know they can’t
Be stong. For now I must say “Goodbye Forever.  We’ll meet again someday”.