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Ninety-eight

February 13, 2015
By AlexH. GOLD, Ledyard, Connecticut
AlexH. GOLD, Ledyard, Connecticut
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The classroom is cold.
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The teacher nears me
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A packet of papers slaps onto the desk next to me.
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The boy beside me greedily snatches for it.
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The boy beside me smiles.
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My tights itch.
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The teacher walks away.
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Another packet drops onto another desk.
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Another student frowns.
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My heartbeat is louder than classroom chatter.
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The teacher nears me.
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The teacher passes by me.
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I play with my nails.
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I try to act like numbers don’t matter.
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The teacher drops a packet on my desk.
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I don’t look.
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Numbers do matter.
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I look.
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There are two red numbers and a smiley face.
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The classroom is hot.
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One number is a nine.
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The other is an eight.
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My eyes scan the questions.
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There is a red circle on the second page.
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The answer was a, not c.
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I should have known that.
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I got an A.
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A’s are good.
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The boy beside me glances at my paper.
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My boots pinch.
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He asks, “What did you get?”
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He smiles.
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“Good job.”
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I ask, “What did you get?”
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He shows me his papers.
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There are three red numbers.
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The first is a one.
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Then there are two zeroes.
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I force myself to swallow.
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I force myself to smile.
Ninety-eight.
I will do better next time.


The author's comments:

I'm the kind of person that stresses out way too much over grades. Doing great is never good enough, even though I know a 98 versus a 100 isn't a big deal in the long run. I just can't get that into my head.


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