Yes I do believe in a state of depressed happiness, I need to know if feeling nothing's okay because every know and then I feel pain and happiness but it never stays. I laugh, I smile and cry but I still need to surface these things that are on my mind. These thoughts in my head seem to be going off all the time and I have no one to share them with. But please tell me it's okay to feel nothing at all? One minute in smiling the next I want to end it all. Tell me that's normal? Please say it's okay cause I don't think I'm emotionally stable enough to continue to stay here in the world when I'm alone.