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If I hurt you ,
I expect  you to give up
To not talk to me
To not care about me
I expect you to take that excruciating pain and transform it to hate
To let it sink in and stay there forever
To want me to die
To want me to cry over you
Well im sorry I wont you hurt me and I hurt you back
You killed me and I killed back
You don’t care about me and I don’t care about you
You ignore me and I ignore back
You stopped caring and I did too
But what you didn’t know was I loved you
I loved the way you smile
Your laughter
Everything you said deep down mattered
But how everything ended was brutal
You gave up and so did i
I thought about it and I gave it a try
I stayed up every night
Sometimes I was so tired I could even see the light
But what I didn’t figure that night
But I was the one thinking right
We might argue and we might fight
That didn’t matter i turned I love you into a track 
It was on repeat I just kept playing it back
What I didn’t figure was your parents didn’t like me because I was black
Im tired of everything
What really sucked was you weren’t there to catch me fall
It really hurt when I say with that guy you were kissing at the mall
I give up now I hate you all
- Devontez Tate