His eyes glowed so bright
I fell in love with his smile
He made me feel loved and special
I needed him by my side
We grew further and further apart
I tried to grasp you but you kept pushing me away
I grew lonely, depressed and couldn't handle it
I looked around for you everywhere I went but you weren't there
I started to think that everyone was after me, to break my heart like you did to me.
I stayed isolated fearing that it would happen again
Years passed and I've never forgotten, never moved on
I started cutting the pain within unbareable to keep inside
It gave me peace and pleasure
No one cared and neither did I
The feeling in me dieing inside subsided
Using medicine to contain the anger and hatred towards you made me addicted
I was getting destroyed inside and now the outside
I no longer worked, no longer lived
I only lived for the thing I could no longer afford and no longer find
Hiding behind a bar itching and scratching my arms
Pulling the hair out of my head
I'm by myself, alone once again with no one to love With nothing to hold
I've died in the worst way possible