Once Before i was the girl that they all adored,

It was me and my mom,

and my dad but that was before,

Before they got a divorce

Mommy said they fell out of love,

He used to yell and yell

Until mommy walked out the door

She said she couldnt do it

All the pain and tears

During those long, long, years

She left me there with him all alone

But she knew i wanted her home

Daddy was hurt and he held it back,

He didnt want it to show but,

He knew i had already known,

See, i may have been young

But i felt the pain too,

I missed my mommy so dearly,

I couldnt even think clearly,

She finally came back and i was very glad,

But it was too late, my mind was set in that state,

That state of dissappointment,pain, and deceit,

I can no longer trust anyone that i happen to meet,

Now that im older the pain is even worse,

I think about those days, sometimes cry myself to sleep,

I feel like its my fault, all the the yelling and beating,

The tears i saw my mom cry, i just never knew why,

Maybe if i wasnt here, They would still be happy and in love,

Like lovebirds in a tree,

My mommy loves me and thats all that matters,

My daddy just puts up with me cause im his seed,

Maybe thats why things arent like they used to be,

My stepdad, He dont love me nomore either,

It was only while he was freaking my mom,

That i was his daughter,

Now he dont even wanna see me,

He's to tied up with his wife and child,

Everyone plays with my heart, Why is that ?

Im smart, funny, even pretty too, WOOHOO,

I guess everyone could care less but its okay,

Im fine all alone, Been doin very well on my own,

I dont need anyone, get it how i get it,

Thats my motto, mama didnt raise me to be slow,

Everybody can kiss where the sun dont shine,

Cause my time is coming ! Yes My Time !!