My feeling honestly I don’t know
Something inside me melts
I hate crying at night
I hate the fact they don’t understand

Try to move from my past
But the past loves to win 
it's hard to leave what had happened
Moving just made everything harder

I’m fine is those words
The ones that make me lie
It hurts but of course
It doesn’t matter I’m fine

My feelings don’t matter to you
It’s funny how you want to spend time
But on the other hand keep me in
My room locked up

It’s not fair… but what is
Suddenly I want to go somewhere
Suddenly you want me to stay
Suddenly You want to give attention

I’m Fine i’m just tired
Torn apart
Insecure
Reckless
Exhausted
Devastated

I’m Fine
I just want to leave
I want to fly and be my own person
I want to cry and fly

Fake that bright smile on your face
Tell them “I’m fine” And just wait
Wait for them to say your not
And hope for someone to come to the rescue