After
After

when I became
When we became

When he put the wedding band around my finger
When we said I do

my sweet sweet Joey
Joey

The angel from heaven
The devil from hell

He is the sun to my dark day
He is the dark cloud in my summer

Oh how divine he is
The pain he put me through

scar for  scar
bruise for bruise
everything inside of me is broken
my heart
my life
everything

There always a smile on my face
But today I can’t stop crying

Should I stay
I love him
he is my soul mate
maybe sometimes I deserve a hit or two
but he won’t kill me
will he?

when I see his smile I feel like the heavens are open
when I feel his hand hitting  the same red spot
 
I will never forget the time he held me close
I will always remember the first time he slapped me

Maybe I could stay a little longer
If I stay I will die I need to leave

I don’t understand He comes home and he wants me
He wants me dead
He wants to kill me now 

I love him but…
But he what

he hits me
hits with passion
he loves it

I DESERVE IT SOMETIMES LEAVE ME ALONE
You never deserved it listen to me listen to me

Listen to me I am you
If you were me you would leave

Leave who our Husband
NO your demon
Your hell
Your life with him

You mean our husband
our demon
our hell
our life
and we can’t change that