I wrote this because sometimes we all face our deepest monsters by hurting ourselves. This is the story of how I wanted to end my life. In the poem I state how there is a box of untold apologies and the truth is we as humans apologize to much. Maybe this is just a poem we can look at as the cowardish way out and how not to react. You can make it through whatever is causing you pain. And that's the purpose of poetry, to express all these feelings and emotions into beautiful poems. So I hope people learn a lesson that not everyone has it easy and youre not alone in whatever you're battling.