The seasons change,
Time creeps on,
People grow strange,
Yet I still yawn,
The world is all the same,
Full of sadness and disgust,
People will blame,
There’s no more trust,

Maybe some are nice,
But I know it’s a lie,
There is always a price,
I can always try,
But it won’t work,
It’s hopeless,
Don’t give me that smirk,
It’s time that I confess,

Cuts and bruises,
Marks that will never leave,
So many excuses,
That no one will believe,
Some say it’s for attention,
But it’s really not,
That’s just a pretension,
I really am distraught,

The bullies,
The crude remarks,
Make me want a bullet,
In their corpse,
But no that’s mean,
Control your anger,
You’re fifteen,
And want a dagger,

Problems that no one can solve,
Weighs down a perfect family,
Will we ever resolve?
As a mom slowly loses her sanity,
And the dad is just watching,
Brother and sister not noticing
But there is nothing doing,
Just stop provoking,

Just one step,
That’s all it takes,
There really is no more pep,
But there is nothing at stake,
Just a meaningless life,
A life torn apart for the better,
I don’t want more strife,
I will no longer be constrained by a fetter,

Mom and dad will remember,
Maybe my friends too,
They’ll think of that September,
Where we went to the zoo,
But that’s just a memory,
It will never happen again,
I guess I’ll never get married,
Oh well that always seemed pretty mundane anyways,

Its all over,
What will people think?
But in a blur,
And all in sync,
They will miss,
Eventually they’ll forget,
For I won’t exist,
But they will regret,