There is this beautiful thing that everyone spends their entire life looking for, wanting, desiring over. Because it can bring one up into a place that one has never been before. It can make one feel vibrant and flabbergasted and ever so at peace. For some it’s only felt in between the sheets. For others it is only whispered in their ear as a form of bribery. As for me, have I ever experienced this beautiful thing up close? In fact I have. I’ve seen this beautiful thing use me in ways that I never thought I could be used. It took me into another world, another planet, another dimension. It was deeper than The Twilight Zone. But see, I never wanted it. Because it took something from me everytime I experienced it: control. This beautiful thing is called love.