Life sucks when you are raised with unorthodox ideas,
Sometimes suicide may sound like the best idea, you try but you don't succeed, is that a good thing? As you go to places that look like the best place to do it you just can't bring up the nerve to do it,
Sometime I wished that I had the best life and not have to resort to committing it, but all I can do is hold back the nerve to blow up. As life goes on as I know it, it may be hard. I know if I were to do it, I would be hated by some people and other people might just engorge my commitment. I hope I can make it through my life with out committing the sin.