These are my two A.M thoughts
The thoughts of you that aren't right
I should be dreaming
But instead i'm lying awake
Think of all the mistake i made today
And yesterday
And the day before that
like how I should have said
I love you
Or apologized for
This or that
Whatever you claimed I did wrong
See i’ve been caught up in you for three long months now
Some will say it too soon
But its not
not too soon to love
Because the people who are like me
People in love with someone thats crazy will understand
One second you want me the next you don't
It makes the seconds seem like years
I have two versions of you
The nice one
The one whose soft words caressed my lips
As you held my hips
and kissed me so gently
The one that made me fall faster than a comet in the sky
The one who despite what they said
I thought
You Will Be Mine
Then theres the mean
cold
hard
reality you
The one who says stuff behind my back
Whose words can never be retraced
Back to the place they started
Some people tell me you still talk about me
but not in a bad way
finally in a good
you see you wanted to forget that night I cherish so much
Where you kissed me under the stars
Or under my room
Was it one kiss or two?
See its been so long since we last talked like we were
almost lovers i'm starting to forget
your voice
but i cling on remembering
Is this lust or love?
I can tell
because the moment I fell for you
yes i scraped up my knee
and i will sit and wait for you to come fix it for me
Because you need to fix the heart you broke and continue breaking
my whole world keeps shaking
I can tell you still care
By the glares you give the other guys who stare
So just come back to me
and we can finally be
These are my two A.M thoughts