You have cried and been in pain for way too long, and the problem is because you put your heart in everything you do. "Always give 110%" is your motto and it's not bad thing, but when your heart breaking or being torn, it is. No one wants to hear about your pains, but they do anyways because they feel bad. Well now it's time to put up those walls you once had up, to protect yourself like before Eli came.
Stop caring so much about the random peopke around you, the ones that matter is those who really know you. The ones who actually care and don't let your emotions get the best of you. It's time you take back the heart you lost so long ago. Eli nor Danny will be able to understand why you must be like this, it doesnt matter anymore though. It doesn't matter what they think or what anyone thinks of you. You must not, I repeat, must not let anyone take your heart because if they do this letter will be meaningless.
Forever and Always
The wise one!