I'm not sure why it is
But every time someone new comes along
I believe I will destroy them
I will destroy them or they will finally conquer my charm and wit
They tell me I am beautiful
But that hurts my ears at times
Do not tell me I am beautiful
Your eyes may see beauty
You may feel that I am different
Maybe I will be the one for you
I caution you
I am a quiet storm
Brewing
You will want me
I will make you feel like I want you
I may even believe I want you
You will miss me in my absence
And appreciate my presence
You may grow to have a lot of love for me
And I for you
But I will never be in love with you
You will never have me as you would wish
Mentally I am free
I will break loose and fly away
At any moment I feel trapped
Every time you look for the girl you remember
You will find another reason to cry inside
But I will make you feel safe
I will have you up late smiling for no reason
Your thoughts of me will bring you happiness
But it will end
Left in the dark
Malice will form on your tainted heart
You may throw dirt on my name
Out of shame
People may see your words
But they will never believe you
Because they know
They know who I am
They know not who I can become
They are oblivious to the storm in my innocence
For this I apologize