I get hurt a lot so I refrain from you. I'm scared. I know I should say thank you more but that will put my wall down and leave broken and vulnerable. I know I should say I love you more but if i admit that to you, you will be ripped from my arms like everyone else was. I know i should say sorry more but what does a sorry mean id it just rolls of your tongue?
And no i'm not sorry for that
and no I don't love you
and no I don't care that you bought me that.
These are words of the weak and I am not weak. I will be as strong as i need to be to make sure you don't leave me.