I cared about you.
And half the time you didn't realize it.
I would have done anything for you.
I would fight for you.
I would die for you.
But you haven't realized it.
You have been using me for years now.
But I didn't care.
I seemed like I never care.
We told each other a lot about each other.
And we never once judged each other for anything.
Ever.
But now over the years I can barley trust you with a little, small, itty bitty secret.
Because you have changed.
In a bad way.
I miss the old you.
I miss the fun you.
I miss the way you smiled at me, when you saw me.
I miss you.
And all my friends hated and made fun of you.
So did my own mother.
But I always took your side.
I always said the best of you.
I always said your not an ass,none of that.
I always told them you where an amazing person.
But now, I think they where right about you.
You now disrespect me.
You are now an ass to me.
And I hate it.
I want our old times back.
I want the old times where we text for hours on end.
And i smiled and laughed at every single one of your texts.
Never once did I cry because of you.
But now I cry for hours on end because of you.
And I didn't want to.
But I did.
You told me to go to hell.
You told me to go away forever.
You told me to die.
I hated you.
I wanted to kick your ass.
I wanted to scream and fight with you, to try to figure out what went wrong.
I wanted to figure out what went wrong.
Its been four long years of me trying to figure out what went wrong.
But I still haven't found out.
I have been through hell and above trying to though!
When in god's name did it all go wrong?!?
I want to find out.
But at the same time i don't want to find out.
You where my everything.
You where my rock, when my world started to spin.
You where the only one I told my problems to.
You where there when my body was screaming in pain.
From all the tears shed.
And most of it was from you.
And I hate you for it.
And now after year of heartache and pain.
I'm letting you go.
For good.
But i didn't want to.
I still cared about you.
I still liked you.
But you don't.
You would never like a freak like me.
Because your caring side was lost a long time ago.
And all I asked you was for you to get it back.
Some how.
So I could have my pal, my joker, my rock.
My friend back.
So we could have our laughs back.
That's all I asked of you.
I want the old you back.
So please come back
Please.
I miss you.
I miss the old you.
I care about the old you.
Not the new you.
I don't care for the new you.
I hate you.
I don't care for you.
At all.
You have changed to much for me.
Now after the years of heartache and pain.
I see what my friends where saying.
You are an ass.
You are a heartless person.
You don't care about anyone besides yourself.
Also you think sorry can fix everything.
Well it cant.
Life doesn't work that way!!!
You ego.
Your coldness.
You not caring.
Has filled your heart.
And now your heart is dead.
DEAD.
You don't have a heart anymore.
You have a stone for a heart.
You have a stone cold heart.
You are cold.
Nothing else.
COLD.
COLD.
COLD
Can a heart still break once it's stopped beating?
Yes, because you have done it.
You are no longer a friend.
Your just a skeleton, of a friend.
Now your just a hollow version of yourself.
That all.