How does it feel?
How does it feel when you paint something new on your canvas?
Do you find happiness in it?
Isn’t it a beautiful thing to find happiness in the pain you feel?
Seeing the beautiful painting on the canvas makes you feel good
But is it worth it?
Every time you see the canvas you smile and say, “I deserved the pain”
No one in this world deserves to feel pain
No one deserves to feel worthless
You are beautiful
So next time you want to paint something new on the canvas
Remember, you do not deserve it
The monster inside of you is something that is beyond of your control

*k.c.